Fruit shake Beer w/ a twist of Soda (Originally posted 9/1/2006)

I don’t really like it when I can’t stabilize my emotions…like when you feel like you’re a tiny candle soon to be melted away? And that no force could stop the wind from blowing you up!
Yet I just realize that we maybe all strong on the outwardly perception yet who among us can claim that indeed he can be so stiff and defensive of the agony of being torn from within?
We have mask which we prefer to be iron or steel, yet beneath that shield is a fragile face so vain from falling apart. At at end of each day we go home to rest our shattered and broken souls and finally we took off the superficial us… yet sad as it can be that we loose the thought of finding strengths from within and fight on equal ground as we rather close our eyes and get enough sleep just to stand another day of representation.
Truth is…I’m a baby who needs to be cuddle and hates it at the same time. I’m a moron who hates instruction but needs it posted in my forehead. I’m a grown up trapped in a young mind…a primitive men caged in a matured mind.
With that… I sense that we are stumbling because we are mixing up soda with tea, tea and fruit shake, and fruit shake with beer. BUT WHY NOT?! Life is one big LAB exam, got to learn the right formula to bring you into a higher level of understanding of what you are up to…and be the alchemist that you’ve been dreaming of. Never mind the questions…the doubts, the fears. Just let the "TEACHER" show you the best way to juiced up life.

OUR EXPERIMENT…HIS’ MASTERPIECE.